Random · Thoughts

OMG, I'm writing in my LJ!

I had been avoiding my furry side for quite a while; disheartened my the lack of interest in the tigress and the attitude of the community. In my boredom recently with some other realms I decided to start logging on Taps again. To my surprise some people actually remembered me and tried talking to me. One tiger in particular had quite fond memories of me, and we have been spending a lot of time together.

Could it be that the lonely tigress has finally found a mate? Could it be that she may actually have a chance at happiness?

All I know is, that for now, she has someone to spend time and share her home with and she wears a smile. I can only hope that it lasts (since she has never had a furry mate).

*grumbles*
Why must I be on another one of my "I want art" kicks? It does me no good, especially when I don't know what I want drawn. Maybe it's just a genuine lack of good art to peruse anymore. Most of the art I see posted on VCL or DA and the like is total crap. I know I'm artistically retarded, but I realize it and thus don't attempt to draw. Some of these other people posting their work online need to come to the same realization.
I need another MUCK to frequent as well. Hanging around Taps is so boring for me, especially since I'm a non-sexual creature these days. It just makes me feel more lonely and sad. I constantly look around for male elves that I hope I can befriend, but most creatures of an elven persuasion there are female or some weird buffed up or freaky male version. Gods I need friends.
I have decided that this journal shall be for my furry ranting and such. I don't even know why I count myself as part of the fandom still. Anymore when I say I'm a fur I feel ashamed. So much has changed over the years, and I wish that the spark I felt for it, so many years ago now it seems, was still there.